Lost

Quote of the day: "If you are ever going to see a rainbow, you have got to stand a little rain."

I don't really know where to start so I guess I'll start with where I am today. I'm a bit lost. Not quite sure, of the direction my heart has taken me in and not really sure if its safe to follow it again. I've been trying to back track and figure out how I keep going the wrong way but I can't. Funny thing is although I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong it always has the same outcome. I pray about it every night but it doesn't seem to help. Its not really that I don't think prayer is working its more that I don't think I'm doing what I'm supposed to do. Actually its not that I think I'm not, more like I know I'm not. But giving up what I'm comfortable with is scarier than living lost. Does that make sense? Doesn't even make sense to me. But I'm still scared. I'd have to give up everything I know. Not sure if I'm ready yet, but I gotta get my heart and soul to that place. That place where I'll find peace. SO, I'll keep praying that the lord will change my heart and my soul so that I can find the path that I need to follow. 'cause right now I'm just LOST . . .