Mixed emotions

Lately my heart has been slightly torn. I'm working hard on my future but a small fraction of my heart is still lookin back over my shoulder. Not quite sure what these feelings mean. Maybe I'm just lonely and can't help holding on to what is physically closer. Or maybe when my mind moved on my heart held on. Either way it doesn't matter. What I had is lost and what I have, well thats yet to be seen. Guess its taking longer than I thought it would, but I'm gonna get past it.