I'm struggling. No body knows the turmoil I'm facing and the shoulders to lean on have dwindled down. I'm back to wearing the painted on smile while I pop in and out of my own life. Haven't really been up to facing the world lately and I've been pretty successful at avoiding life. But I know eventually it will catch up to me. As always I face my struggles alone and try my best not to let my burdens break my spirit. I'll continue to struggle because I know I will succeed. So some day soon I'll return to life. I'll face it head on. 'Til then, well, I'll be here somewhere, making random appearances in my own life.