thats how u feel?

So here I am tryin to be genuine. I'm tryin to be a friend. And you smile in my face and bad talk me behind my back? So thats how you feel? While I'm thinking we're finally truly becoming friends you're actually makin me out to be a pest. And the worst part is I find out how you feel when I tried to stand up for you. I sure looked like a fool standing up for someone who "talks bad about me when I'm not around". I guess I shouldn't have made the effort yet again. Maybe I should leave you to your phony superficial friends. I was stupid for running behind you before, but trust, I won't do it anymore. Since my attempt at friendship is being met with contempt, I will no longer try. I'll keep my concern for those who appreciate it. And yes, this one is written to YOU!