I'm trying to be patient and wait on the lord but at times it is just soo tough. My heart yearns for one thing but my soul is telling me its not time yet. Its a constant struggle. I want to be obedient and do what I know is right. But its so tough when the wrong road seems so much easier. But I'm not ready to give up yet. My eternal joy is right around the corner. I've been blessed all my life and I know I will continue to be blessed. Since I've overcome my struggles thus far I know I can handle what is yet to come. And this will be worth it! “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” Ephesians 6:12