I realize I have yet to devote a blog entry about you, my heart, my love. Every time I have begun to write about you I couldn't get the words together. I couldn't quite figure out what I wanted to say. How could I possibly put into words how I feel. I don't know how to explain the new outlook on love you've given me. Except to say, what we have was put together by God himself. All circumstances surrounding us being together should've made it impossible for this to work. But by the grace of God it does. And I know this thing we have is of God's work because when I pray for us I never ask for exactly what I want. I don't pray for the forever I want in my heart. I don't even pray for us to be together tomorrow. All I ask is for is His will to be done in our relationship. And He continues to move obstacles out of our way. And in the meantime our love grows stronger daily. You love me in a way that I've never been loved. You love me, faults and all. Despite the person I am, you love me. Aside from God and family, you are the first to show me true agape, unconditional, love. And no matter what our outcome maybe, whether we make it to that hill in 2007 or the lord sees fit for us to be apart, you've taught me the best lesson any man has ever taught me, Love is real!

I LOVE YOU C.A.L.