Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Where do we go from here?



I dunno what's left to do. It seems to me I'm fighting a losing battle. I'm fighting to hold on. Trying to save what we have when you've already lost interest. What's the point if I'm gonna be in this by myself? I don't want to give up on this again but it seems you already did. Are you sure you were even ready this time around or were you just out to prove something to yourself? Was this ever about how you felt about me or were you just attempting to right what you thought you did wrong? My head is just swarming with questions and each answer results in my feelings being hurt. Why did you decide to come back into my life? Why did I let myself get caught up all over again? I just don't know what we're doing anymore. I'm feeling alone in what should be a partnership. I thought if I gave 100% this time around it would be better. But maybe that was the mistake I made. I gave to much, you got comfortable, and my love went unappreciated. Maybe you should just cut me back before things get out of hand. If you know you're not willing to give the same things I'm giving you, let me go now. I'm not up for completely bending myself for your happiness when you are unwilling to be flexible for me.
Where are the little things? The moments of pure sweetness? The look in your eyes that makes me feel wanted? Its just not there. I care for you a lot. I wanna make this work. But if you aren't gonna be there with me every step of the way it won't work. I don't know what to do and I can't figure it out on my own. So where do we go from here?

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