Should I write how I really feel? Should I express what I'm really thinkin right now? See, if I say how I feel it might be taken the wrong way, but if I don't say anything no one will know whats on my heart. But I'm gonna continue to do what I'm doing, bite my tongue and wait. But when the waiting is over the flood gates of my mind and heart will be open. So be prepared for what may be the longest blog ever.