Ok ,so I know I kinda freaked everybody out when I started talking all sad and stuff, but I am only human. A lot of people depend on me for their support and don't quite understand that sometimes I need support myself. Its hard when I'm there for other people when they're going through stuff, but then those same people can't be there for me in the same way 'cause they don't want me to bring their mood down. I know I'm expected to be tough, but my emotions are fragile. I may not want to talk about what I'm going through but I still need someone to be there for me. Even if you're just a voice on the other end of the line or comforting arms wrapped around my shoulder, sometimes that's all I need to lift my spirits. I haven't given up on God or what I know he's doin in my life, but like all people I have rough days. Those days aren't due to lack of faith, just bad things may happen to make me sad. For those who may be concerned with how to deal with me when I'm down, don't get discouraged if my spirits aren't as high as you may expect them to be. Don't give up on me if I don't immediately respond to your attempts to make me smile. When all else fails, if you really care, just come to me. Take some time out of your schedule. Take a break from your life and make your way to where I am. Even if its just to give me hug. Knowing someone cared enough to take a few minutes out of their day to lift my spirits, that's all the fuel I need to get myself back up and running. I know it works. I've done it for you. So the next time you're frustrated because you don't know what's wrong with me, or anyone else you care about for that matter, put your feelings aside, go directly to that person, and just embrace them. 'Cause sometimes all someone needs is love to remind them it's gonna be ok.