I needed some time to think of what I wanted to do. Time to figure out if this is what I really wanted for my life. And in that time I thought of how things used to be. When we were hangin on by a thread daily. I remembered how rough it was just tryin to make it work out. And it never really seemed worth it. We both just gave up.

But then I remembered what it was like after we gave up. I remembered how much I missed you. I couldn't understand why I missed you so much when I couldn't stand you half the time we were together. I remember how lonely I was without you and how much I yearned to have you back in my life. I didn't realize how important you had become in life even while you were gettin on my nerves. I didn't think it would even hurt to let you go. But for some reason I couldn't quite move on.

And I know how blessed I was when you came back into my life. How happy I was to be able to return to your arms and feel safe, secure, and loved. I know how great things have been between us. We no longer have to force this thing to work. And although its not perfect and we still have to work at it, I know how much of a blessing and source of joy this relationship has been in my life.

So after thinking everything through and weighing all my options its obvious that there is only one solution. After weighing the negatives and positives of what our outcome may be there is only one choice I could make.

If it ain't broke don't fix it.