They say that twins have a supernormal connection and I think maybe its true. Although my sister and I are not twins in our hearts we know we were meant to be. Born on the same day 6yrs and 5 hours apart, my sister and I have always had a connection. Although we fought like usual siblings do and couldn't stand each other when we had to share our special day, we still have an unbreakable love. No matter how much we fought, or what mean things were said we could always call on each other for love an support. As we've grown up we're still there for each other. And although we are separated by many states our bond is still strong. I can still sense when something is wrong with her even though we aren't even in the same zip code. When she's ill I can feel it in my own body. When she's depressed I can feel her heart reach out to me. She is my other half. The completion of my heart. So know that her heart is breaking, I can feel it in my soul. Now that her body is failing her I can feel it in my bones. She didn't come to me when she saw the signs and I know it was because she didn't want to burden me. But she knew I'd figure it out. She knew I'd sense her pain. But know I feel inadequate to help. I feel like I'm failing her. I don't have the power within me to remove her pain and I can't even be by her side.
But I won't give up on helping her. Although I can't be with her right now, although I can't fix all her problems, I know someone who can. So to my big sis, the love of my life, my other half, I place you in God's hands. Only he can heal your mind, body, and soul. And he is with you even when I can't be. So I'll continue to pray for you as I've done everyday since I learned how to pray. I know you'll be ok. I know God will work it out. And in the meantime I'll keep my phone by my side and try my best not to worry. I Love you sis.


Dear God Please take care of my big sis. I don't know what I'd do without her. Please be with her as she goes through her struggles and be her comfort at her bedside.