Simply blessed

I'm struggling. I'm trying to do the right things. Trying to get my life in order. Trying to stay afloat. I get stressed out sometimes. I act crazy sometimes. And at times I lose my focus. I spend to much money. I don't do enough work. Sometimes I don't leave my apartment. I unintentionally hurt those I love. I act unchristian like to people I don't like. I even talk about people I don't know just for laughs. But I always find my way back. I control my emotions and keep stress away. I work within my budget and go without at times. I sit down and study and focus on my school work. I get up and get fresh air when I feel like being lazy. I humble myself when I know I'm wrong. I even humble myself and bite my tongue when I'm pushed by those I don't like. Although I don't always do right and I don't always stay focused, because I handed my life over to HIM, I can always find my way back. Because of this I know, I'm blessed.