Sacrifices

You've burrowed your way back into my heart. You've implanted your self into my thoughts. Its getting harder and harder to move on. I thought I had it worked out. I've tried, unsuccessfully, to pretend that I hate you. I even told myself repeatedly how terrible of a person you are. I've meditated on focusing my heart and mind on all the negative things that happened between us. But for some reason, since I've seen your face its hard to remember what you did wrong. Its hard to picture anything but the good times we shared. Yea I know I said I can't stand you and the truth is I can't. Because you're making it harder on me. But I guess I'll have to let you go. I have to let you be happy. I may not be happy for a while but I'd rather you were happy without me than unhappy with me. I guess I started caring more than I thought I did. But now its time to let you go. Let you be happy. Let you have all the joy I couldn't give you. So I hope as I make this sacrifice of the heart that it won't be in vain. Find that person who will make you as happy as you made me in our limited time together, and cherish it.