Just Waiting

I still haven't quite come down off my cloud yet. But I know its because I'm purposely avoiding facing the situation. I'm scared of what the outcome will be. I know what I want but I'm not sure if its what I'll actually get. So to avoid the disappointment just yet I'm just gonna wait. Instead of doing what I would usually do, and force the subject while overanalyzing everything, I'm just gonna wait. I'll quietly wait for things to work themselves out. I'm hoping things work themselves out with out me screwing up. But in the meantime, with all the specifics out of my mind, I'm still as happy as I was when I began to float. I'm still giddy and giggly inside. I'm still so high I can't see the ground. So I'm gonna continue to wait. I'll wait as long as I have to. 'Cause in the meantime I can continue to float.