Still Tryin

I'm still tryin to find my way. Still tryin to find the one. Still tryin to make the right choices. Its hard to know what to do. Don't know if I should leave everything behind and start all over or stay where I am and try to make things work. Whats confusing is everytime I try to move on something from my past pulls me back. I'm not sure if its a sign that I should try to make it work or if I'm just being held back. My heart says make it work but my brain says let go of my past and never look back. Since I've been screwed by both my heart and brain before, I'm not sure which one to follow. Maybe I should just sit back and let things unfold, but then again who wants to watch life happen? I like feeling like I'm controling what happens to me. But now that I think about it, I'm never really in control. I guess my real problem is my heart and mind are always at odds. Maybe when I get them to work insync I'll be ok. 'Til then I'll keep tryin to find my way, tryin to find the one, tryin to make the right choices. So bear with me when I act a little crazy or seem a bit unsure 'cause I'm still tryin